i am quite depressed and tearful right now...

i just killed our cat

(accidentally of course)

it happened like this :

me and my cousins were skateboarding out front. our kitten was walking around aimlessly. (talk about curious as a cat). now, i was skateboarding, and my cousin RUDELY grabbed the skateboard from me. obviously i retaliated by grabbing it back. however, while grabbing it back, i inadvertently stepped on the kitty

i thought at first it was mild. but then she started pseudospittingblood! i was horrified

i ran back inside the house tearful and my cousin followed me. when i got to the house, i turned around and confronted her, shouting that she's the one to blame for it all......

this is so difficult

plus, in a few minutes, me and my other cousins are going to fat joe's and beanbag. should i still go with them? should i observe a 'mourning period'? after all, what if while i'm eating a burger, that kitten's face goes to mind? omg, i feel so guilty

i feel so guilty

but i know it's my cousin's fault.

she's rude you know

rye-rye update

so this is what it feels like to have a 'blog'

in my previous blog, all i did was to get a specific love topic and discuss it

i find this kind of blog better

nweiz

1 - finally learned how to use the skateboard! i mean, not so well. but i'm now able to TOTALLY balance (three cheers for me!) next stop - TRICKS

2 - have you eaten at 'fat joe's'? i tell you, it is SOOOO great. it's like little drops of heaven. o, who am i kidding? it's BIG drops of heaven. THEY'RE SO FULLING! I TOTALLY GOT FILLED! (and if you know me, that's an achievement). the burgers are BIG! BIG! BIG! and they're delicious! and it's cheap too!

plus, one more thing. in fat joe's they can make 5 GIANT burgers in 10 minutes (less than i guess). but in stupid burger machine, i have to wait like 20 minutes for one stupid burger! talk about efficiency.

3 - ho kien. (not sure of spelling). during my graduation and my cousin's graduation (two seperate events), we went to ho kien. it's a pseudochinese restaurant in paseo de caceres. it's somewhat like oyster villa and green plaza. the difference lies in the fact that ho kien is not only cheaper, not only less crowded (due to the fact of poor advertising skills), but it's also more delicious. the mango shakes, chicken, and pata are heaven :)

there's also this 'vegetable' place in town. i haven't entered it yet (like duh!). but according to people, it's great. you may want to try it out.

4 - supernatural. have finally finished the first season. am going to buy the second season perhaps tomorow. also dvd updates : am watching mutant x (season 1) and the oc (season 3). my mom and i are also 'rewatching' desperate housewives (season 3)

5 - my grandmother is starting to get on my nerves, trying to dissuade me to go to up (like she can ever). will make an entire post about her.

6 - i love the sauna. it's hot and sweat and sensual. practically, all i do is sit around reading magz and playing sudoku on my cellphone, while the hot steam is making me sweat. all the time i'm wishing a boy were with me there :)

7 - upd updates. stfap scholarships are now available online. i don't know if i want to apply. imagine the tediousness of getting it notarized and photocopying bills!

i just lbc-ed my aunt my dorm application. she will give to the UP housing board and kalayaan next week. she knows someone in kalayaan, so here's hoping i go there.

(imagine if i go to NARRA! ugh! or any other dorm! but then again, i really won't mind if i get into the heavenly international center)

my mom made me promise not to leave upd campus. like i'll follow her (smirks)

she also wants me to promise not to have a boyfriend :) . (imagine the shock when she makes a surprise visit, and opens my rooms, only to find me groping a boy! - think american pie)

8 - i want to talk about stamps. for some reason, i just wonder. the regular stamp is worth about 8.50 while the special stamp is worth 23 php. (naga to qc). don't you think it means some sort of unfairity.

9 - didn't shop AT ALL this week. my hands are itching for new stuff. will buy at oxygen (yey!) there's a cute salesboy.

10 - tomorow, my eldest cousin is treating me at beanbag and fat joe's. heaven! ^_^ . saturday, my mom and i are gonna watch archie and the multivitamins.

sk8boarding...

for some strange, albeit not totally unfathomed reason, i am totally obsessed with skateboarding.

it started this morning when walking around, for some reason i remembered my bike :

(digress : a few months ago, my mom sold my bike. i don't really blame her since the last time i used it was 5 years ago.)

anyway, i was thinking about my bike, when i realized how much money i could save (and save for other stuff) if i would bike around UPD campus

imagine, the buildings are far away from each other. hence, the constant need to keep riding jeepneys

but then i realized, where would i 'park' my bike? so the answer, why not a bike, but a SKATEBOARD?

and, i thought about all those trashers and tony hawk, and i decided : I WANT TO BE LIKE THAT!

plus, i really REALLY want to do tricks. that would be SOOOO COOOL!

walking is OVERRATED!

anyway, i'm looking for a good skateboard.

so if anyone wants to give me a gift, you know what to buy!

(o btw, where can i find a good quality, but not overpriced skateboard in naga? and who can teach me how to skateboard?)