i heart avan...

i heart avan, i heart avan, i heart avan!!!

for those of you who don't know me that much, avan *was* my crush last year. he was one of our boarders in the boardinghouse. that year, he was a freshman in the ateneo de naga university college and his course was information management. i really dont know if he changed/shifted course. nweiz, he's from daet

anyway, he was our ex-boarder. and he was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute!!! (mayee disagrees though)

i heart avan!!!

okay i'll tell our 'sad' story :

well, it all started the day WE moved into the boardinghouse. well, dear readers, knowing the overtly-shy Rye-Rye, i was silent and just 'a figure in the background.' now, our first night there, i was waiting for one of our boarders (ram-ram who had his acquaintance party at lolo's bar) to return home since i will open the door. and while waiting, i was watching tv. i was then joined by kuya dim (he's pseudo-old - he's no longer a student, rather he's a digitel worker), alwyn ( :) different post for different day) and of course AVAN ^_^

avan was the quiet type of person (in perfect contrast to alwyn and kuya dim's friendly and noisy aura) and i was pseudo-drawn to him.

i was not really paying attention to his features THAT night. now, the next day, i was roaming around the boardinghouse getting the cellphone numbers of our boarders, and luck chanced that i got avan's phone number. it was sun cellular. (in a few weeks, i bought a sun sim). hmmm, o yeah, that day was a SUNDAY - and since most of our boarders are catholic (with the exception of rollie), and since most catholics are HYPOCRITES they actually go to mass on sunday (yes, even without people telling them to - talk about having no life.) albert was rushing and he was just running around in his jogging pants and socks (yup topless - although rollie had an interesting point to add about avan - accdg to rollie, albert's ribs are showing - meaning that he's uber slim. however, avan HAS baby fat. how can a person with baby fat have traced ribs?) HE WAS HOT THOUGH.

now, walking to my room, i normally pass through the hottie's room. (my pseudonym for the room of rollie, avan and jomar - wonder why?! sarcastic smile. although i wish that ryner and aundrew 'crammed' into that room. imagine sweaty bodies piling upon each other! male bodies writhing from overcrowding. o and they sleep naked - just kidding although that's one of my fantasies) nweiz, i came across underwear hanging around their room. that's nice

however, bad bad bad. after one week in the boardinghouse, avan suddenly announced that he would be moving (crapzallion) i was crushed. i wanted to break down and cry. not that we were close - the occasional 'hi' in the corridor was the extent of our 'relationship' THEN. okay, so he left. but he left a few things behind - his underwear for instance (tnx 2 alwyn for pointing it out ^_^)

okay, so that was that...i hardly saw him. he visited. like that timewe had ur acquaintance party (three weeks after we arrived and after kicking out 3 boarders). he was there and he helped prepare food. i even took pics (too lazy 2 upload)

hmmm, what else? o yes, my mom's bday. he was actually invited. and he sat beside me!! (AAAH!) i remember i had glitters on (experimenting ^_^ ) okay, now after the main eating session, albert and i went to our own table and really bonded for a bit

hmmmm....now for the pseudo-fun part

i bought a sun sim as i previously said. and NO ONE knew the number! only avan - it was exclusive! hmmm i texted avan using the pseudonym SOFIA LAZARO (digress : 'SOFIA' is pronounced as 'SOWFYA' not as 'SOFIYA' nor 'SOWFI' nor 'SOFYA'). he actually got the bait. so i seduced him in the cellphone. i got to know him more. and he was like this puppy - he wanted to eyeball already. and i was stalling cuz i said i 'wasn't ready'.

now, in his friendster profile, he made statements against 'me'. you know how radical i am in religious matters and he placed there that he is 'steadfast in his faith' and he also mentioned that he doesn't like going out with people he didn't want to go out with......

now let's skip all that crap

rollie and aundrew managed to figure out who my secret textmate was (my only clue was that he wrote in the logbook 36 times). they borrowed my cellphone on the pretext that they will 'play games' only to find out that they stole the number saved there and they figured out it was avan....

now, i felt guilty. avan kept asking me0 (the real)who sofia lazaro was. and one day i just told him. ....

:)

now, i felt so ashamed so i never EVER talked to him again...

until now...

browsing through friendster, i saw his pictures

and they are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!


i got his cp number and i texted him.....

hmmm...wonder where this COULD lead

wish me luck guys
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